this past few days, i feel like avoiding the people around me. i feel like withdrawing from everything, and everybody. i dont know why i keep having this feelings lately. maybe because i am on the peak of my boredom here at saudi, or maybe because i dont get to socialize often to society.. either way i dont like it. (i feel like a psychotic person already)
everyday for almost a year now, i have the same old shit going on..same daily routine,from morning till night. 6 days a week. i am so bored. i wish to go home to the Philippines. i don't know how long i can keep my sanity here. but i know am far being crazy, maybe because my family and my boyfriend are too busy these days to notice me ( they don't have time to skype me or ym me for like a month now). that is why am acting wired lately?.. hahaha! but still i hate having this feelings my wanting to be alone all the time, not talking to my flatmates, and they are starting to notice it. i hope this will end soon or else i will be in trouble with them.....
xoxo
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